Archive for December, 2007
Bitterness
Hi all!! Long time 
whats up? Well nothing new at my side. I am just busy with college and life. Not exactly. I am not that busy 
but I sure am very lazy! I have been thinking of doing something with this site for so long but can’t get myself to actually do something. Oh well…there is no excuse. I have time and I do come online but I just don’t feel like doing anything 
lol! Also, my smartftp has suddenly stopped working so I can’t really upload the new smilies I made. I also made a new theme but could not upload it too. I am thinking of deleting all my previous blog entries and make a new start…what do you guys think? I also have to upgrade wordpress. I think I will do it this week.
So what have I been upto?? Nothing…absolutely NOTHING! I go to college, come back, watch tv, eat, sleep, eat more and sleep more. I also come online to check my emails, get new stuff for my mobile phone, browse ebay and basically just waste time. Hmm…I have nothing to talk about. Actually, there is stuff I could talk (rant) about whole day but I see no point. I don’t think anyone reads this anyway. So there are things happening in my life…good, bad and ugly.
Good things like I am learning how to cook, my boyfriend is coming here soon, my sister is going to USA. Bad things like, I did not get a good result in my exams (not as good as I expected!), my friends getting more than I expected (how mean?!!! lol!), my clinical postings being canceled
(its a long and ugly story!), me hating my college (arghh..*@&$ its a #$%^ing sh*t hole 
!!), having to go to a trip (conference) that I do not want to and also having to perform there in front of 1000s of people (again, thanks to my sh*tty college and its super sh*tty people!). There! Thats a lot of bad things for a month! I want to cuss more, rant and scream 
Oh well. So you can just imagine. I am not exactly a happy camper rightnow… its been a bad november for me. I just hope december is better. I am looking forward to my boyfriend’s company 
and to all the free time I am going to get because my posting has been canceled for a month (they asked me to sit in library for 3 hours every single day!..Well I just hope I can utilize this time for my own good…somehow), I am also happy for my sis who is going to US to do MD. There are 2 college events coming up too, annual day function and fresher’s party…meh! I hate my college.. 
so whatever!
Gosh! so much ranting 
lol! I feel sorry for everyone who had to read this blog. I am not a negative person, I don’t hold grudges but this time they (the sh*tty people) have gone too far, its too unfair, its not fair! Its too ugly and its so damn wrong that I can’t take it anymore Anyways…I hope I feel better soon because I can’t bear my own bitterness for long
Thanks for reading all this 
Sorry for all the cussing and ranting. I guess I will blog again as soon as something good happens in my life. Take care all… 
good night.
